enemies

I don't need to make enemies just to make enemies
i don't need to make enemies because i'm uncareful
what uncareful can mean is up to interpretation
for me it means being yourself even in the most unconspicuous of cases
and that brings be back to love
the face of love
the original love
for older people love means a need for companion it means "heeeeeelp"
but it can't really mean that
because help is for help
it means a distance that can be bridged
it means a distance that can't be bridged
the face stays there
with the open mouth
with the expression in the face
and it evaporates
i lost the poem

the field of measurable

when you enter the field of measurable you have to have a direction of goodness (and thus an undirection of ungoodness)
so that you know when you achieve optimization or even a single step dx of improvement
but what is the target? we can't know
we know the starting point
but there are infinite directions
of course we can try the thousand monkeys experiment let the monkeys try on their typewriters
and we may get something better some day
but that's what humans have done
you have thousands of writers who try their novels and poems and essays
and the better emerge
but who determines better?
do we have a single direction?
not
and then you have the middle level readers who read those funky novels with the funky covers
the higher novels don't have any meaning for them because they don't understand it they are put off
am I to say it's garbage? Yes I'm allowed to say it's garbage. Garbage for me
but you can't fail to see the light in their eyes
and that means a truth

Taylor series of nothing

How to Bend a Polynomial

The logarithm the difference of the difference and the division of the division

Through another more careful analysis you will notice that since we have 1/n n has to be above 0 so the sum

is actually

or

going back

In any case we arrive at logarithm and i should have expected it since 1/n and log(n) are somehow related
as you cut down the unit into smaller and smaller pieces you get to something (if you add them together) we call the logarithm

What is the division? the difference of the difference
if you divide 8/2 it's like subtracting 2 until you get to zero
now what is the logarithm? the division of the division

or more compactly

and that's natural since the exponent is the multiplication of the multiplication

unfortunately it seems we stopped there
there is no widely known name for the logarithm of the logarithm - there is of course polylogarithm but that's not a completely new name
or the power of the power


and the abstraction continues


[ i really enjoy these equations
so it's more like me doing these
and in the meantime seeing the progression of folding and moving on
]

The 15 Patterns of Visual Perception

or

The z-transform as an Appropriation Technique

you know all those fourier and all those fancy smanchy transforms

are none but weighted summations

so z-transform is one of my favorite ( i don't know why it stuck with me probably the name of it and it is concrete i.e. it mostly applies to concrete sequences that is discrete

whereas Mr. Fourier is all over the place and nobody knows what he means

so here's your z transform

if you choose your pieces in this form 1, 2, 3, ...

which comes out in a nice form such as

and since i'm in good spirits i'll do the derivation which is

where we disguised 1/z as a in some point for easy manipulation
that's what we do in everyday life

[and this is how you avoid aggravation
hearing everybody's opinion and flub]

so you cut your original piece into little pieces and voila off you go

isn't that what we did in the first place?