Κυριακή 25 Νοεμβρίου 2012

bargain

usually when i say something the others take it as the beginning of the bargain

but usually when i say something i say it

so i don't say anything

and let the world come to me

sence

You get a sense that the greeks receive this as another european "package" (subsidies)

they will eat it fill their stomachs
and then complain and look for more


I hope i'm right so that we get done with this procrastination this protracted misery

Παρασκευή 23 Νοεμβρίου 2012

Bridget Fonda and the other

well Bridget Fonda seems to have married a gay guy
or such a weak person who by all other accounts could be considered gay

I don't know what happens there
but I'm holding my fingers crossed

Πέμπτη 15 Νοεμβρίου 2012

a bunch of hoooey

George Berkeley and hobes and all that is a bunch of hoooey

a bunch of ecclesiastical parodies

of course we have the other side:

Kant is hogwash

Hegel: ceramic on cement

Nietzsche, the clown man of philosophy

that's why Americans like him

Τρίτη 13 Νοεμβρίου 2012

petraeus

general petraeus was made of petra (i.e. stone)
a flimsy man to look at
what star of the battlefield
he never set foot on the battlefield
a man of the office

i don't know the implications and care less to know
he was married?
you are not allowed to have an affair a relationship while in the army
with another officer or member of the press
it breaks "the morale" "of the troops"

general petraeus was made of petra (i.e. stone)
"panzies" some people would call it

Παρασκευή 9 Νοεμβρίου 2012

Laura Silverman

that's a hardish woman
that's a manly woman
the average guy won't find her sexual
and she won't take in much sex either

she's one of my favourites
when she beams those eyes

but not when i wan a sexxy woman

why am i writing this?
because i can't take it any more staring at those pictures

and all hell will break out
if she declares herself a lesbian one day

Vapid descriptions

people


we have the B-literature and the B-everything
although sometime i laugh at them or hold my nose at them
or just pass them by

these belong to people

those are existing people!
those are people that exist!


we see movies everyday
with real people
and unscripted (or scripted)

then we turn to the tv
and we see other people\
real copies of the previous ones

then we move to the next level
of seeing the tv

and the people are gone

then we take a deep rod and we strike it deep into ourselves

and then we hit the human

why some people want to publish their poetry?
that's the first sign of ego
the self? i don't think that abides with me the self is the thing itself and in itself
when it looks at itself them becomes ego

why if i want to say something i say it
if i want to sing something i sing it out

then we move to writing and we move away frorm first principle

we record the history

because it becomes too much to carry into our brains

i don't know there seem to be a force an invisible force that forces us in that directiouin

and i did that too

of course the usual excuse we throw it to a friend and ask them to validate their position for us

everyone does that

the society is so complex that you can't just go out and to that thing directly

you can't just go out and shout it , or sing it

the most you could suffer is the annoyed neighbor
(is that what people do when they get drunk and shout or sing in the middle of the night?)

and now alla of a sudden you have the blog

you get direct access again

of course you could do that before you could stick a sign on the post - but who could read it?

you could put a whole literature in it nobody would stay and read it

you could stick only epigrams things that could be read in once and go

now you have the luxury to post your whole literature on the net and nobody will read it again
at least you have the illusion that someone will read it




things have to move constantly things that is living things people

to retain their independence to avoid being captured

all that is dissimulation

the real self is captured in one shot

and the people start to open up gradually or slightly or awkwardly
and the ones is on to defend it to withdraw to cover


and that's what you get in the most middle-size towns in america the blockish mall and the nature next to it

and that's the best regardless if the people have their orientation turned towards the block (according to the in-out-in pattern we were in nature now we go to the blockish world will we ever return to nature the place of comfort to the in?

in the deepest sense we are in non-existence then you were in existence will we ever go to unexistence again? but we'll leave that unexplored because
it hinges on the question of were you non-existent? it has no meaning in our current mode of existence


that's what happened with the experiment in the 70s but it was artificial or they did it in their own terms they achieved liberations

but alas it was not be sustained

and that's Engles's mistake the wish for a return to a previous stage of development while the world has moved onto another
to a newer to a next? level of development

it is obvious that people execute what was in their present state of development no matter what the exoteric forms and structure it took

and as always the same basic elements of human and animal nature

you won't tell me that the power started just with the development of property

do not the lions overpower the zebra and the gazella

of course they will be excused for that was in their current level of understanding (could they? didn't just the aggressive guys lead

the so called 'revolution'? they did what they had to do and excused even unconsciously it on the teaching)

now return to a more normal state

and everything is becoming so transparent that i think we might be in for another change the current system being so transparent it
means it lost its hidennes thus it has to change, or die

it seems we cannot return back to being animals again except n rare cases psychotic cases)


it's difficult now with the internet for people who want to be seen to get that direct feeling

that gush of energy from visual contact (that's the ether there too yes indeed)

when you are engaged as in emails or in chat it seem it works by proxy: a certain amount of intelligence/sense is accumulated
into your brain and the response becomes analogous

it is only possible that you get a feeling of the person by aura as in real life

it's quiestionable that energy travels in those distances and what energy is that

but you do get a feeling

or how do you know what it's gonna be before you open that envelope? (many women report that)
is it some preplanted sense in the previous letter or correspondence that now comes materialized?
or is it some energy that is carried through with the letter or other item of correspondence?

if you move to Mars and you get a letter from someone you don't know for the first time will you get that feeling of something positive or negative?

if your senses are so sharpened because of the isolation maybe so

it's like you walk in the forest in the night your senses are all intense you will know if there is something there

is that because you interpret signs perceptually (hear deepest see sense on your skin something)

or it is mosthing les that hits your skin notable

if you close your eyes you will still have that perception if you close your ears?

then you have the dogs who sense things miles away

and the camillieri the camel travelers of the desert they sense things detect the slightest sound (which means movement which means change in position) in immense distances and that's not by dint of the because the camels sense it
in their tents



now with internet you have to rely on likes and dislikes on video response or in direct text response

and wasn't that similar in the age of the telephony?

and you go around and see what people think

not that you'll get the right answer but a sense

if that's what the people think
that's what it is

and then you have to live with that choke it up and occasionally burst into tears

for some people the language is used to cover and for some to express

maybe that leads us back to a unified sense for language it expresses while it covers

like the world it shows itself while hiding

the groundless ground that allows things to appear while itself in not shown (h)

the thing in itself that shows while hidding

it's a metaphysical concept that has no bearing in reality has no bearing when it enters real space (it will be attacked and sliced down and lead nowhere again)

you yourself are hiding while in full view but insofar as not to be noticed aspects of you not to be attacked
not to be left open which is immediate call for attack


the other will attack an empty open space

the other wants to fill as much space as possible

you open up and close that's a continuous pattern that seems to be the continuous pattern for livings things for people

you try to calm down part of your brain that would otherwise be excited

you open up for attack you invite the attack momentarily but close of immediately that seems to be the mode of interaction

and it can be traced in any physical realizable postulate such as the wave up and down
or the binary 0 1

when you have two things you can show the one and hide the other

that's the basic idea

if you are one thing then you are either in complete hiding or complete show

when you show both things then you'r open for attack (am i attacking it? yes of course th attack is of the science the contemplation is of the philosophy)


if you hide both things then you are impenetrable
i don't know how much these conditions can last

"what if your defenses are low so that you can't really be in the open?"
"well my friend let me tell you a little story..."

or you think you work for posterity something in you tells you that these will count in a 1000 tears
haha
better wish for it otherwise your illusion is over

as we move away from the body we call that progress ("you call that progress?!" no i don't mean it that way but just as a neutral
how things change by progress we mean the evolution of the things we make the external of the body)

the ability to form higher thoughts came hand in hand with out ability to write to scratch things in stone

as we move away from the body we relinquish power to the machine that external that we make

that machine was the stick to reach for food the stone to scratch our thought

so there is a trend is towards the external the out of body

i see a really nice curve forming there

where people have their orientation tending are turned toward that's the future

people's orientation was eyes were turned towards america that was the future

now all eyes are not turned toward america or are turned with a little less intensity and a bit foginess

some distractions happen in china some annoyances in europe and some bizarre things happen in russia (and else where Venesuela etc)

5 modes of being

when you write an article you expect or write it so that others
support your argument (there you go big guy) i.e communiqay (which is the underlying cause of all other forms but here is more direct and explicit i.e banal)
congratulate you for your argument
budge your argument
enhance your argument
stay silent for your argument

as the situation is deadening on the street the online wars flare up

everybody is talking on their cellphones
there is not even eye-contact as before

we now communicate with videos likes and the lowly text response which is text

those words etched in stone
where really etched in stone
because they came from deep inside you
you had to etch them in stone
it was no work for you you just did it were justing doing it
if it was flutter of the everyday you wouldn't be compelled to write it
much less etched in stone

regrettable

i know this will be regrettable

but as we said when you dislocate your neck you start the blathering

these days my own thoughts dominate

i swim in my own thoughts

no other thoughts enter my brain

except for the few stable authors Engels Heidegger Sherwood Anderson

and those don't stay there for so long

A

how to get an A in my class

that's common in american professors

maybe i'm in the 1% minority but i find this hideous and to a puking effect

you want to be a doctor? "this is a recipe on how to live"? be a doctor

i don't know if this happened in the greek universities maybe to the more informed students

Τετάρτη 7 Νοεμβρίου 2012

flub

most people want to see people with a little flub
because they see themselves
with a little flub
that makes them feel in

the world doesn't move around without flub

incoherent

if I write an incoherent piece today
noone will read it
or those who will attempt it will abandon it in due time

what is that
the mumble of the street dweller?
the chatter in the bar
that noone can hear but all nodding with their heads?
the Miss(z) Veronica Efferman?

if you write an incoherent piece
i will never read it
or if i attempt it i will abandon it in due time

so where does that leave us?
nowhere
in the wider sea or premanent peace